GOALS~will fulfill your desires..

Goals & Desires are relative in a sense..

Yes i was thinking that these are relative to each other in a sense.. In such a way that you have goals and you work for them.. ultimately on the other side when you achieve them.. your desires also become fulfill..

Having Great goals is a step toward the fulfilling of our desires..

I have goals like;

  • Becoming a Doctor infact a specialist
  • Becoming a painter
  • Becoming a writer
  • Becoming a photographer

These all are also my desires but i’ve to take initial steps first that are

  • Achieving good grades in my intermediate
  • Practicing sketches, paintings
  • Writing from stanzas to eassays

Becoming a photographer..

I think it’ll gonna be possible when i achieve all my other desires..

Because its expensive taste..πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹

But Insha Allah it’ll gonna be fulfill one day..

Becoming a writer:

My one of the earlier wish to become a motivational writer.. Although i also want to write about our social issues, love and relations..

And from now am trying to do that.. Now its much imperfessional but by writing daily or weekly i’ll become much better in it..

And i am gonna continue it with all other things..

Becoming a painter;

My most favourite field.. I mean am just passionate about it.. i love colours.. i feel good with my colours, papers, sketch books and other art requirements..

Not only painting and sketching i also love to do creativity.. but am much poor in it now.. but still am trying to practice more and want to become expert..


Becoming a specialist:

Yipppeeee.. my one of my most hardest goal..

Becoming a doctor first and then a specialist.. All of my hardwork of life is for that.. i’ve to concentrate more on my studies for this..

This is the reason who made me to wake up in the morning quickly, to work hardly for achieving good grades..All the hopes of my parents are for this goal..

And Insha Allah after some years i’ve i’ll become a most famous doctor of time.. but let me clear one important thing that. I don’t only want a degree.. all i want to become a trustable person with which people don’t hesitate to explain their problems and i’ll do my best for them..

When i work for my goals all my wishes and desires of having a good life style, resources etc become true..



Introverted i’s..

Lack of confidence..

You don’t have self_esteem..

Don’t have guts to face others..

All the above statements were a part of my life.. I say “were”.. i mean not now..

It was really a bullshit for me.. i was introverted..

I was shy in front of all.. just because i didn’t want to expose me..

Shyness.. omg.. it was just loaded over my nerves..

Yup.. was much disgusting for me.. i felt much awkward infront of a gathering..

My whole family especially my mother always made me realized that i’ve to boast my confidence level..

I was used to the statement that “you have lack of confidence” (ye tw sharmaati buhat hai, tehreem mein confidence hai per is mein nahi).. i always had been compared with my elder sister..

Nobody ever understand that its shyness and its natural..

I just didn’t want to get expose in front of anyone.. cause i know better that what to do..

All the people around me always pointed me for that..

My male teachers also pointed the same thing..

Then i decided to boast it up..

Earlier i just tried to went my coaching centre myself.. (before that i always had been hasitated from the people on the way)

I tried to ask questions from teachers before which i’d always been confused..

I tried to face the situations like “How to deal with shopkeepers, public transport’s drivers..
And that really worked..

The best thing were that i already know the shortcomings which i’ld gonna to face.. so i tried best to deal with them all..

Yeah.. in the present am as such confident,bold,state forward and brave..

Now i say whats on my mind..

I don’t get hesitated or confused from any situation..

Now i ask questions from my teachers about what i don’t get..

I talk to my parents clearly..

One twist is this.. am much state forward now and not everyone likes it and yes ofcourse not everyone matters..

The life become much easier.. Still am trying to let it increase..


Friendship~something unconditional..β™‘β™‘β™‘β€’

Yup..guys am here with my new topic..

Let me tell you one thing that:

Friends are the persons you never feel angry for, you never mind any little silly stupid things of that fools.. Just your love, care and emotions for them is unconditional..

Now am going to discuss the catagories of friends in my point of view..

So lets start:

Friends ever after;

You may call them your #soulmates..

Yup you just have no any a little bit moment without them..

You are partners in crime..β˜†

You are secret keepers..●

You are everything to each other..

Yup… unluckily i don’t have a such person.. every person i thought that she’s my #bae is just my thinking.. they people have not enough time to share there moments with me…

Ok no problem.. their life,their choice..

Live happily.. with anyone they want to be with..

Unexpected ones ♧:

Yup… i also have some most loyal persons in my life.. but tbh i am not at liberty to be friend with them anymore..

But all the moments and my silly stupid things i’ve share with them are just makes me smile whenever i remember them.. just wow..❀❀

I mean whenever i got a text from such people.. it ultimately makes me smile.. yeah some nicer people..

But also sad i am to be not with that loyal people.. who deserve much more..

But my well wishes are always with them…

They people and their talks are just as


And also now i am thinking i’m gonna to make new friends…

Why not let the persons go who want to go..

Yup… no more force..

Let the door open for them..

All the people who’d been in my life and also now who are present.. i just love them.. i mean my friendship’s always meaningless, irrespective of colour, creed or race..

Yup… By God..

Now here it comes the my friends circle..

Most loyal friends but not of your understanding.. :/

May be you people call me stupid, egoist or whatever but tbh its true.. i got the most loyal people and am also loyal to them as anyone can..

But the biggest enigma is that am not able to share my anything with anyone..

Everyone just start judging me but not try to understand what actually i mean..

This is what.. makes me sad and feel alone to just keep my secrets in me..

It means




Much sad it is.. but i only share thats true..

Ok… will meet with a new blog..

You people always live in the moment..

Enjoy your friends circle..


Love what matters.. β€β€

I was thinking that what is love..??

It was just stuck in my mind and now am going to share what i feel what really the love is..

Love.. in my words..

Its something that makes you confident i mean you just don’t care about others.. no worries, no problems.. just love hardly and feel your love”

But i also says love is not always about persons.. its for some little things too..

You just fallen in love with your favourite things..

Yeah, it means falling for someone we feel affection’ near us..but also really mean to fallen in love with non-living things too..

I’ve fallen many times but with little silly things..πŸ˜‹πŸ˜‹

Love with books:

Am novel addicted.. not only novels but other motivational writing pieces too..

They just made me fallen for them.. the novels made me curious that how it’ld gonna be end.. its not only with me, its with every reader..

I always inspire by motivational books, quotes blah blah blah—

Yup.. now am coming to share that i love poetry too.. but only that which i understand lol.. i 90% read in my national language.. i mean Urdu🀩.. but now am also feel pleasure to read foreign writers..

All above i meant that love for books is unconditional..😘😘

Love for Music:

Yeah, one of my favourite thing..

MUSIC… i just love it..

  • Classic
  • Rock
  • Instrumental
  • Beats

Even i don’t know much about it..

But all i want to say is that i always feel passionate while listening to music .. i feel energy.. some power.. no tensions no worries.. just move with beats, feel the lyrics, love the vocal cords of singer ..

Music is love.. 😍😍

Love with own self:

Yup.. something that really matters..

I read once that..

“Darling, don’t forget to fall in love with yourself first..”

And thats really fascinated me..

I go so deeper about it and finally evaluate that..

It means am not inferior from anyone.. am also as beautiful as anyone should be.. am good.. am well.. no more complex.. no sadness.. no self-hate..

From that time i assured me that i love myself before any other one else..

There are hundreds of examples..

And all you people should conclude that..

Love is not only for persons.. love the things whatever you want..

So fall in love dears..


Conservativeness of society..πŸ‘Ž

I always thinks that why even today’s age women are still critisized even for minor things..

Thats such a worst case scenario in my opinnion.. i don’t know why but this critisizing for the people of my gender makes me allergic from men.. 😢😢

I ever observed that ladies have to listen much more even for little bit silly things..

Why are you wearing this outfit??

Why are you going outside??

No more hangouts with friends..

These are much common statements that about 80% of women have to listen oftenly in their lives..

But everything is bearable to a limit..

In our society, people just pose to be educated but inside they all are dumb.. they don’t have capability to differentiate b/w right and wrong.. they mentioned :

  1. Its for men to go outside.. this is true but it doesn’t mean you can restricted the women not to go.

2. Women are not allowed to do some job.. totally wrong it is.. if a man can be career oriented so why not a wonen can be??

In this aspect, europians and americans are much developed… My intention here is not an individual person but majourity of Pakistani men..

Am also get restricted many times that why are you using the phone till 12′.. why you are wearing such dress?? Why you say that….?? Or whatever..

But now i want to say that a woman is not produced to be dependent on others for her goals,dreams and desires..

She has its own mind, heart and wisdom..

Stop judging us….!!

We also have dreams..

We also have a heart which is full of emotions..

We also want independence..

We need love and care..




And at last i want to say to all males that: Don’t forget..

“You exist because theyγ€Šwomen》 bl**d..

Man-the beast

The night faded…

Yeah… are you there metheda?? , asked turbert..

Metheda was just to yell.. Her heart beated much fastest… she hid herself under blanket..

Turbert entered the room.. and holded her shoulder hid in blanket…

Why are you so scary meth?? Am your well wisher.. awww your hand.. , said turbert and holded her hand firmly..

Metheda free her hand from his grip and ran blindly…

After making sure that he’s gone.. she caught her wind…

She decided to tell all this to Mrs.jess..

Hey. Methe where are you till sunday??. I want to show you my new comic book.. goldie seemed so excited..

I’s just busy in preparation of my send-ups, metheda replied..

Awwww.. so how were your send-ups??

Yeah.. obviously superb.. she passed a beatiful smile..

Thats great.. i know you’ll gonna be high achiever..

For, sure.. she blushed.. but inside she is much ashamed that she is not able to tell goldie about turbets dirty mind..

When she entered the house, she saw turbert again…

Ohhh.. again.. not my lord..

Come meth i’s waiting for you..

But why?? She replied rudely..

I want your maths notes.. he said

Ok, wait a while.. i just come back..

Turbert go and join her in her study.. said Mrs.jess

Why not, he passed a dirty smile..

No.. not at all.. am tired and want to take rest.. she almost screamed..

Why is your behaviour so offensive girl??

Just because of him.. she pointed towards him.. he touched me for many times against my will.. i remained silent but now its enough.. no more harasement..

She called to police and he was arrested..

And his face was whitened because she showed all the evidences as his texts to her and some videos in which he tries to feel her..

And finally a woman wins.. πŸ‘ΈπŸ’ͺ✌